Written By: IrishPirateKitty
Written On: 8/3/2009
Time Poem was written was 3:30pm C.S.T.
I'm okay with being an Abusee via my Abusive Fiancee;
Yet, I am not happy that for my errors, my daughter Christina
has had to pay.
I am admittedly, quite the Liar and, Malcontent;
My Fiancee Chris is unfortunately psychologically
and, emotionally bent.
Yet, I would give anything, to give my daughter a better life;
As I am not much of Mom and, I doubt that I will be any good as a Wife.
The reason that I doubt my self so darn much, is because my life has been uncomfortable and, rough; Ironicly,it has all ended up this way
because, of a lot of my own doings and,
yes it is upon my own choices that I am
pooh poohing.
First off, let me start by stating that there is nothing fabulous
about living in the Ghetto;Especially,Not with the guys who are
Packing Guns and, Stilletos.
Secondly, I really hate all the disease ridden Crack-Whores and, Junkies and, of course I am not fond of all the Porch-Monkies.
Thirdly, Most of the Ghetto looks as though its getting ready
to to be the city's next landfill site and, just to make mention
where I live there are few people who are white.
Fourthly,
Where I live white people should be on the Endangered Species List;
When the Gangs come by you all-ways hope that your house is the one that their bullets miss.
Fifthly,
When the Gangs bullets don't miss your home,all you hear is crying;Crying about all the family members that are now bleeding
or, dying.
Lastly, my job barely covers my and, my daughter's bills and,rent;
Me and, my Daughter are lucky if we can get by on our last red cent.




why we moved out here I really do not know.
I just know that we did and that is all that
I know.
Sadly my mom is clueless as to where Christina or,
I am but its not like she really cares anyway.
Christina is 6 now and doing well;
and again she is in a new school.
Hopefully she will make some good long term friends.
Moving around for her has made keeping track of things difficult
for both her and me; but maybe here in Marian Iowa we can get a new start.
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IrishPirateKitty
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